Nakamoto Himeka Diary Translation - 160104

*中元日芽香 *
日記 2016/01/04
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あけましておめでとうございます！

Happy New Year !

2016年も

よろしくお願いします＼(^o^)／

In 2016

please take care of me too ＼(^o^)／

おお、新年っぽい写真！

ooh, New Year-ish Photos

もう数ヶ月も前ですが

ヤンマガさんの時のですね！

Although it's from a few months before,

It's from Young Manga Magazine shoot !

そうか、私、

今年の目標とか全部

前回の日記に書いちゃったんだな。

ah, btw

I already wrote This year Goals on the previous diary.

2015年は

今までで一番充実してた年だと

思っているのですが

On 2015,

until now that was the most fulfilling year for me.

2016年はそれを越えたいです！

そうやって毎年更新していきたいですね！

In 2016,

I want to exceed it!

I want to continue every year to be more better like that !

今の私の生活はお仕事中心で回っているので

年始休みには何したらいいか

もうわからなくて困っております。笑

Because Now my life is only around of works (as an Idol. maybe)

I dont even know what to do in New Year's Holiday

ugh..I dont know, it trouble me... lol

一つ一つの現場を大切に、

人との出会いを大切に、

感謝の気持ちを忘れることなく

取り組んでいけたら素敵ですよね( ˇωˇ )

To cherish every single scene,

To cherish every meeting with people,

Without forgetting the feeling of gratitude

To do works like that, it is nice right? ( ˇωˇ )

最近心がけているのが

"空白の時間を作らない"ということです

もう少し器用に時間使えるようになりたい。

and recently this has been kept in my mind :

"daydreaming is useless" (maybe it close to not to have an empty mind)

I want to be able to use a little more effective time.

一年前の日記がすごく

前向きなことを書いていて

当時の私としては若干無理しながら

書いたような記憶があるんだけれど(笑)

On last year diary update, 

I wrote many postive things

even though I feel that was impossible for me to do or to be like that. lol

(well, remember hime is a negative person. lol)

でもそうやって頑張ってでも

ポジティブになろうとした

自分がいたから

But if doing it with work hard,

it changed me to be more positive.

一年間楽しくやれたんだな～と思って

去年の自分に感謝です(´,,•ω•,,｀)

with feeling of~I want to enjoy this year..

I feel gratitude to myself last year (´,,•ω•,,｀)

さて、大晦日は

紅白歌合戦に出演しました！

Next! On New Year's Eve

We've appeared on Red and White Singing Contest! (Kouhaku Uta Gassen)

君の名は希望 紅白用衣装～♪

Kimi no namae wa kibou costume～♪

皆さん、

37人でのパフォーマンスは

いかがでしたか？

Everyone,

Performance with 37 People,

How was that?

全員で一年の締めくくりとして

夢だった舞台に立つことができました

本当にありがとうございます(´;ω;`)

one year of waiting

To be able to stand on the stage with all members was a dream

Really, thank you very much.(´;ω;`)

紅白出場が実現した今

さらに新しい夢、というかみんなの指標を

見つけられたらいいなと思います。

Now that Kouhaku participation is realized,

In addition to searching a new dream,

it would be nice to find it together with everyone..

次はこれに向かって頑張る！

というものがある方が

やっぱりチーム力が上がる気がするもんね♪

"Working hard for reaching new target!"

because of that words

After all it makes the team strength rises♪

今年も皆さんと一緒に素敵な景色を

たくさん見つけられたら幸せです。

it will nice if we could find a lot of scenery 

together with everyone on this year too

こっちの衣装も素敵(´,,•ω•,,｀)

This costumes is lovely too (´,,•ω•,,｀)

1/1はソニレコ更新日でした！

1/1 Sony Record update

めでたい！

Auspicious! (tbh I dont know what is this means)

新OPできましたo(^▽^)o

鍋パーティーしてるよ

今月のお当番は純奈です～

New Opening ! o(^▽^)o (song and animation. Original song by Jyon, Ohimechan, and Kchan. make sure to check it! so kyut!!)

We are doing Nabe Party~

For this month duty (narating recommended song) is Junna~

http://www.youtube.com/user/sonyrecoSMEJ

*please watch and dont forget to subscribe! 

(too bad it have regional lock. LOL. SONY PLEASEEE)

you can watch it from 48douga too! check (@48_video on twitter)

さて、今日は中3組の3人で

ユニバ行ってきました！！

Next!! Chu-san gumi

we went to Universal Studio Japan!

私自身は11年ぶりのユニバ！楽しかった！

For me its 11 years since my first time to USJ !

its really fun!!

私、同世代の子たちだけで

遠くまで出かけたの

今日が初めてだったの(´,,•ω•,,｀)

To have going out with only same generation (96 line),

for me, today was the first time! (´,,•ω•,,｀)

行きの新幹線の中

寝るかなって思ってたけれど

結局新大阪着くまでずっと話止まんくて。

When in shinkansen,

I thought that Im going to sleep,

but in the end we had so much talk until we arrive in Osaka.

久々のユニバ

アトラクションもパレードも

満喫した一日でした～

USJ after a long time,

attraction and the parade

I had so much fun today~♪

ユニバ最高！また行きます！

USJ is the best! I will go again~!

それにしても、改めて思ったけれど、

even so, when I thought about it again. 

外に連れ出してくれる人がいないと

家でずっと引きこもりしちゃうからだめね。

今日はいっぱい歩いたあ

when there's no one who invite me out

I will just keep stay in my house...

BUT today I got a lot of walking !

リラックスできた一日でした

やっぱ2人といると居心地が良いんだな～

いくちゃんちーちゃんありがとう！

full day of relax !

after all, going out with these 2 is so comfortable~

Ikuchan, Chiichan ! thank you! 

みなさんはお正月どうお過ごしですか～？

everyone, how was your new year's holiday?

(＊´・ω・＊)

ps: please do reply me if there's any eror~ (I bet it has many~~~ lol)
じゃ～～

Welcome 2016 !!!

Its kinda late lol !
but well HAPPY NEW YEAR 2016 !
あけましておめでとうございます～～～！

We (I) got pretty bittersweet ending in 2015,
DECEMBER..
month of graduating

Started with my lovely あーちゃん who graduate from PRGT,
I got pretty hurts with that. Its just 2 month, then she left.
I reaaally like her misterious side, her calm side, and also her kindness for fans from afar like me.
Up until now I keep searching her in twitter, or somewhere in google. But I cant find her yet. I only know her nickname, also PRGT website didn't write her full name...
HALLO...
so many あーちゃん in the world...

Next, momski (Takajo Aki) announced her graduation on AKB kouhaku...
well... ugh

Next, Saechan (Miyazawa Sae). My genking sama, announced her graduation too on tv program.

ENOUGH!

no...

LAST, Nagashima Seira, Nagasan, announced her graduation in under live Budoukan concert 12/17

TRIPLE KILL?
NO!
THAT WAS HEAD SHOT!!

Ima so tired from crying at that time...

All of them are give me so many impact in my life. Precious Idol, Precious person...
I hate graduatioooooonnn....

okay enough for Bitter one,

Continue for sweetsss time!

NOGIZAKA46 DEBUT ON KOUHAKU UTA GASSEN!!!
CONGRATULATIONSSS!!

37 members on stage! singing Kimi no Namae wa Kibou !
and
AKAGUMI WIN THE CONTEST!!
once again, Congratulationsssss!!

I did watch it on tv, so no buffer and it made me so dokidoki and soooo happy!!

yashh!!

Got in 2016,
I spend my new year holiday w/ my family in Bandung.
I really enjoy the view in there, but not with the route because its made me sick. lol

Holiday end, get back to work now!
In 2016 I started my new hime diary project ~!
Maybe I will translate some hime blog start from 1 january.
I wanna challenge my self \0/
please wait~~

Sorry for not updating in 4 months.
I dunno why I lost my motivation before :bow:

じゃ～！

See ya on next post.!

Its August!

Its already August!
summer time!
and its remind us to the worst bomb ever in the world....

yes. The bomb which was hit my beloved oshimen hometown...
HIROSHIMA - JAPAN


Its had been 70th years old since the bomb hit Hiroshima on 6 August 1945
I reccomended you to watch and listen to this story
When I watch it, its makes me shiver, pain, and crying in the same....
ugh...

and dont forget, after watch that...
please listen to this song...

8月の空 (Hachi Gatsu no Sora) By Mebius

That song is soo HIT for me. Trust me, that song really gives the vibe of that 'tragedy'

and also good for your soul... ! (HA)

AND! 

The cast (main cast it seems) in that PV IS OUR BELOVED OSHIMEN~~~~~~~!

NAKAMOTO HIMEKAAAA 

Its such a great honour for Himetan to be casted in mv song that presence her beloved hometown. Thankyou very much Mebius san!

AND its such a great surprise for me to see her cute and young face in that mv~! 

(like "eh? is it really her? EEHHH? really??" /watch it for the 2nd time/ "ah yes! its her~! aaaaaa~~~ so kyuttttt~~ kyaaaahhh)

Nah. Here its Hachi Gatsu no Sora Lyrics (cant find the copy paste lyric) so here the lyric link

or here

And here the english translation :

On The August Sky

Sunflowers are swinging under the August sky
One might think that this city has lost the light
But why the flowers bloom?
Why so many faces overflowing joy?

On the surface of the water where the sun reflects
The birds rest their wings
In the passage of time, as evidence
Happiness is ...

To not forget
For this never happens
Let us hold hands and sing "Love & Peace"
We who have wept the sadness
Lets laugh, and move forward

Sunny mornings and rainy nights
Nothing is certain
But what I want to tell you, to you for me
It is that happiness exists

This story that has passed
This message that we embrace
The flame of love shines
The breeze from somewhere gently envelops us
And transports our tomorrows

To not forget
For this never happens
Let us hold hands and sing "Love & Peace"
We who have wept the sadness
Lets laugh, and move forward
In order that this path shine ...

To not forget
For this never happens
Let us hold hands and sing "Love & Peace"
We who have wept the sadness
Lets laugh, and move forward
In order that this path shine
Laugh, and move forward

Prayers woven one by one
As greeting all colors
Skyward fly on the wing
They are what bind us to our future
These thousand prayers



ahh... now let me crying again..

read Maaya chan blog about Hiroshima Bomb tragedy is a nice ending to make you crying more.... uhm~

another news, on 5 august 2015.. Nogizaka46 Manatsu Zenkoku Tour in Sendai #1st day..
in the mc part, Himetan said that she will stop using twintail after the tours end (30/8)

AH... somehow it brokes my lil' heart...
I dont know I should happy or not T_T himetan become an adult... T_T 
but I like her forever 17 yo T^T
you can use any hairstyle tho TwT do what you want. do what you like. 
Because I like the way you are.. T^T



In other hand, you must listen to the latest Rajira Sunday!
Himetan as the main MC~! (IT SO F CUTE~!)

She also tell many things about her relationship with su-chan (Nakamoto Suzuka) (which is a rare things she talked about) like :
- su-chan called himetan by "himetan", not oneesan or oneechan... but she do use "oneechan" to call her oldest sister... lol! poor himetan :(
- su-chan and himetan fashion style is very different, himetan like lovely fashion, and su-chan like 'chic' style... but su-chan like to use himetan clothes.. "それが私のでしょ！” （笑）
- himetan close with her mother, and su-chan close with her eldest sister..
- and himetan school uniforms was hand-down from her sister... but su-chan school uniforms was new brand.... lol!!! poor himetan X'D

but! I found this a while time ago...

I dont know when that photo was taken, and i cant really clarify the girl on the left side is himetan (but I bet it must be himetan) 
Did they go to matsuri together~~? /kyahhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~/
I hope they relationship can getting closer~~~
Su-chan~~~ please call himetan w/ oneechan~~~ :p



also! when the tour in Sendai.. himetan was paired up in the same hotel room with ikuchan..
then, they send an Happy Birthday Voice Massage to Kannarin right when the 6 august came (00.00 am) :333

it must be very cute~~ and must be had nice harmony in it :3 ehehehehehe~~~ 

じゃ～！

I think its enough for today!

Hope you guys have a nice weekend~~!

and hope I can get Himetan towel ;w;w;w;w;w;w;

さよなら～～

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Nogizaka46 - Wakaregiwa, Motto Suki ni naru (別れ際、もっと好きになる) lyrics

donwload and listen here :

google drive

Wakaregiwa, motto sukininaru or 別れ際、もっと好きになる is a coupling song from Nogizaka46 12th single - Taiyou Knock (太陽ノック) 
I bet this coupling song will be on Type C ! Even tough under members are not in the front cover..... 
but, himetan said that UG members are in back cover! so~ DONT forget to buy it!! 

This time I want to share the lyrics! 
so, here we go...！

Kanji and Kana  : 別れ際、もっと好きになる

今日もまた別れ際

もっと好きになってしまう

じゃあねって 背中を向けて

人混みに消える人

その背中を目で追ったら

切なさが溢れる 泣きそう

一緒にいる時間だけは

当たり前のように幸せで

帰りの電車近づく度に

なぜ私は欲深くなる

彼が存在する世界

できることなら全部欲しい

魔法の鏡のぞきこんで

私生活を眺めよう

そんなこと口にした

私のこと嫌いになるわ

誰かが微笑んで手を振るのよ

ぐっと堪えて

明日また会えるのに

もっと好きになってしまう

寂しくて駄々っ子のように

走って行きたくなる

シャツの裾を掴みながら

わがままを言わせて 行かないで

毎日同じ葛藤

私は繰り返している

愚かなこととわかっていても

これ以上の恋なんてない

重すぎるその想いを

持て余して 彼を見送る

せめて20歩くらい

後を追って 諦めよう

今日もまた 別れ際

もっと好きになってしまう

じゃあねって背中を向けて

人混みに消える人

その背中を目で追ったら

切なさが溢れる 泣きそう

人は誰もどんな別れ際でも

これが最後になってしまったらと

不安に思うもの

明日また会えるのに

もっと好きになってしまう

寂しくて駄々っ子のように

走って行きたくなる

シャツの裾を掴みながら

わがままを言わせて 行かないで

kanji and kana source : tama kento san on ameba 

ROMAJI  : Wakaregiwa, motto sukininaru 

kyōmomata wakaregiwa 

motto suki ni natte shimau 

jā ne tte senaka o mukete

hitogomi ni kieru hito 

sono senaka o me de ottara 

setsuna-sa ga afureru naki-sō 

issho ni iru jikan dake wa 

atarimae no yō ni shiawasede

kaeri no densha chikadzuku tabi ni 

naze watashi wa yokubukaku naru 

kare ga sonzai suru sekai 

dekiru kotonara zenbu hoshī 

mahō no kagami nozokikonde 

shiseikatsu o nagameyou 

son'na koto kuchi ni shita 

watashinokoto-kirai ni naru wa 

dareka ga hohoende tewofuru no yo gutto koraete 

ashita mata aeru no ni 

motto suki ni natte shimau 

samishikute dadakko no yō ni 

hashitte yukitaku naru 

shatsu no suso o tsukaminagara

wagamama o iwa sete ikanaide 

mainichi onaji kattō 

watashi wa kurikaeshite iru 

orokana koto to wakatte ite mo

kore ijō no koi nante nai 

omo sugiru sono omoi mo

moteamashite kare o miokuru 

semete 20(nijuu)-po gurai ato o otte akirameyou 

kyōmomata wakaregiwa 

motto suki ni natte shimau 

jā ne tte senaka o mukete 

hitogomi ni kieru hito 

sono senaka o me de ottara

setsuna-sa ga afureru naki-sō 

hito wa dare mo don'na wakaregiwa demo 

kore ga saigo ni natte shimattara to fuan ni omou mono 

ashita mata aeru no ni 

motto suki ni natte shimau 

samishikute dadakko no yō ni 

hashitte yukitaku naru shatsu no suso o tsukaminagara 

wagamama o iwa sete ikanaide 

romaji help by :uncle-google (edited or fixed by me)

ENGLISH TRANSLATION  : 

Today is another parting
I’ll fall for him more
Saying goodbye, turning the other way
He disappears into the crowd
As I watched his back
Sorrow overflows
And I want to cry
Only when I’m with you
Do I feel a natural happiness
And as the train home approaches
Why does my desire deepen?
The world he lives in
If possible, I want it all
Peeking into the magic mirror
To gaze upon his private life
If I (speak of that)
He will (hate me)
So I smile
And wave
Keeping it inside me…
Even though I’ll see him again tomorrow
I’ll fall for him more
So lonely, like a spoilt brat
I want to run after him
Grasp his shirt sleeve
And speak those selfish words
“Don’t go”
Every day, I repeat
In the same complication
I know that it’s foolish, but
There’s no love better than this
These emotions (are too much)
Too unmanageable (seeing him off)
It’s at least 20 steps
To chase after him
I should give up
Today is another parting
I’ll fall for him more
Saying goodbye, turning the other way
He disappears into the crowd
As I watched his back
Sorrow overflows
And I want to cry
Everyone, no matter the kind of parting
Will feel anxious when wondering if
This may be the last goodbye
Even though I’ll see him again tomorrow
I’ll fall for him more
So lonely, like a spoilt brat
I want to run after him
Grasp his shirt sleeve
And speak those selfish words
“Don’t go”

 

credit :

 http://stage48.net/studio48/wakaregiwamottosukininaru.html

http://misachanjpop.wordpress.com/

the PV its here :
baidu
youtube

all credits goes to uploader!
ありがとうございます！

Hope you enjoy~ and love UG more !

ばいーばい～

ひめたん！

愛してるよ～～～

*final edit:
0407
in the end I found a really nice translations and decided to copy it in here.
Im sorry.

All credit goes to translator :bow: