I, Nakamoto Himeka
Decided to graduate from Nogizaka46.
For details of specific dates and etc,
It will be announce later.
And I will not participate in 19th single either.
The biggest reason is I'm concerned about my physical condition.
So that's why I decided to graduate, and retire from the entertainment industry to take a rest for a while.
I was stupid because I don't know the feelings of people who are resting because of poor physical condition.
I always thought "Why?"
I don't want to tell people to understand it,
but I hope people like me won't increasing.
I'm in preparation for Under tour now,
So please don't worry about me＾＾
There is staff-san who said :
[ I want to do more various work together with Himetan, and I even keep thinking about it now.
But I do want you to be healthier than now too. ]
I felt really really happy when hear that.
They gave me time for rest in the form like holidays, and when after I returning, I received various support from them too.
It all thanks for their effort and understanding on this several months,
Himetan is can fully back now. (Not yet...not again...)
I feel miserable to myself because
I couldn't respond to their support.
I remember when Nationwide tour in Jingu,
The atmosphere was really warm and it made my tears came out.
To people who always loving Nogizaka,
Please excuse me..
My goal from the beginning is to become an idol,
I once thought how long will I stay here?
I even thought of staying here until the group is disbanded.
I was strangely convinced,
"So this is the time huh~?"
I took this decision after I think about my position, age, and things that I want to do in the future.
You might see that I still have not done much,
And make a mistake that I might regret later.
But, I am satisfied with myself !
And from now on I would like to live quietly.
6 years since I join Nogizaka,
What makes me an idol is all because of everyone support.
Staff-san and management who always taking care of me,
and fans who always supporting me.
Really thank you very much.
I was not excellent as an idol right?
I rarely get good result,
I rarely appear on media too.
And I'm sure that there are many people who are not happy to see me like this.
However, you are always enthusiast to support me,
I'm always saved by you.
And there are many times where I cried when I read the comments on the blog too.
I'm very grateful for the many things that you have done for me.
And I would like to thanks my parents
Who support their daughters with their life.
I really like to work.
I invest all of my youth on this group.
Having met Nogizaka46 is a great wealth for me.
I hope I can continue to exist in such existence for everyone and members.
Until the last day of my activity,
I would like to enjoy my day as an idol !
Please take care of me !